| My
name is Brice and I live here in a small island
here in the Caribbean and drinking and drugging seems to have been a
normal way of growing up. I started when I was
14 and my addictions has progressed along the years as smoothly and
steadily from amaretto and orange juice on the bus to school to smoking
crack until wee hours of the morning dreaming of the future and dreading
the past, never dealing with the present or
wanting to face life in any manner.
I was just a shell with nothing on the inside
scraping bottom and seemed to be loving the endless misery. I have been in
this escape game from since
I was 14 and I found the rooms around 23 and now
I am 29 years old with just over 2 weeks without a drink or a smoke on the
pipe and I can honestly say at this moment that this has been the hardest
battles have ever had to fight and it has demanded a whole lot of
attention. I have become a monster and I am trying to be come a human once
again so I can continue life as a human. living sober is not hard it is a
challenge and this challenge is real, I cant give up or I lose and to lose
this game means death .I am angry, insecure and scared but a.a. has been
giving me a couple of tools to handle situations and day to day it gets
better.................thanks for listening.. |
