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Reasons Why You Should Never Do
Amphetamines
You know we didn't get
sick overnight so we cannot expect to become clean overnight. Some people
have a harder time than others and it may take many road trips before we
realize how unmanageable our life's had become.
Some people need a brick wall to fall on them before they realize that they
have a drug problem and can't take it anymore, many people didn't hit bottom
yet. Below is a story that was sent in so I published it so every one can
see that the drugs are still kicking ass and taking numbers. You know what
they say "If the drugs don't get you the life style will. There is no
successful way to use drugs without suffering the pain that it causes.
Britnie's Story
I remember the first line I
snorted. Last January at 14 years old
I took my first hit of
cocaine. I remember feeling on top of the world,
wizzing
through my work feeling like a genius like I could
do anything. Pretty soon doing coke of the sinks
at school was a daily ritual for my best friend
Erika and I.
Until the money ran low,
when this happened we started doing speed. we
really weren't sure what we were doing at the
time. When our dealer got rolled we got a new
one. That speed she gave us was much
different, off
white or yellow, we were doing meth.
Erika soon ran away from home.
At a different house every night. at a different party,
often times staying with dealers taking lines every
few hours. Then she disappeared haven't heard from
her since it was May and
I stopped, for a month.
In June I made a
new friend, my best friend Alia,
her mom had set up her first line when she was ten,
this is when I took my first line
since Erika had left.
This shit was different it was almost see through
with shards. ... that first line woah... it was
the best feeling I had
ever felt. From then on ice was my best friend.
It went from doing it every weekend to doing it every
single day. I had lost all my friends
accept Alia and the
friends who we used to get it from seemed like
nothing now.
We were hanging out with people 10 years older
then us. guys 22-27 years old.
Ducking in and out of motels. sometimes out
running the cops, All in
the name of shit.
We'd tweak all day long snorting lines.
sometimes even with her mom.
then we'd stay up all night long talking. I
remember the day I discovered smoking.
I love it. still love it it had a rush I
had never
felt before.
I was smoking 9 bowls a day if not more,
for free. My dealer went by the alias "Mike
Jones" he is well known.
I made the mistake of trusting a 22 year old
dealer who had just gotten out of prison.
Wacked out of our minds we talked for hours,
I was in love with him.
Until one day I called
his phone and he said he was in the car with his
girlfriend. Then the
next week he had a fiancée, not to mention he had
forgotten to mention his diagnoses of herpes.
Well there goes the free shit days,
Soon my Greg at 14 years old started
slinging off of Mike,
for 50 dollars Mike would hook
Greg up with a fucking rock the width
and length of a quarter & I was
still smokin n doin lines everyday,
sometimes still for free,
then school started again.
That didn't slow us down. everyday we met before
school all taking turns snorting our lines.
I miss those mornings, rushing to not be
late.
hurrying the straw up my right nostril then my eyes
tearing with pain I miss my sniffly first
periods, I miss the
high. I have been clean for 2 and half weeks
and already relapsed once.
I have 2 holes in my right nostril and am
suffering from some type of throat infection.
I am getting it checked
out today. I have bloody drip randomly down my
throat. I am unmotivated to do much of
anything.
At 15 years old I am/was
a crystal meth addict. I crave it all day
everyday. It's not a fun
thing to go through, the high lasts for hours,
even days on end. But the repercussions last a
life time. Crystal meth is a bad drug.
Britnie R
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