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Spinderella

By Jennifer Nickel

                                                       
 
    Once upon a time there lived a little princess named Spinderella.  The king and queen were always too busy to spend any time with her or were gone on some enchanted adventure, so Spinderella decided to venture out one day and find love and happiness somewhere else.  One day, she left the kingdom in search of something more exciting, in search of some kind of happiness.
 
    Along the way, she met a medicine man named Dr. Feel Good, who gave her some magic powder to make her feel better.  She fell in love with it and wanted more.  Dr. Feel Good said, "If you want more, you must pay for it somehow."  She went back to the castle to see if the king and queen (her parents) were back from their trip yet.
 
   There was a message that they'd be home soon.  There was some gold and silver laying there for her to spend if she needed anything while they were gone.  She didn't need any material things, no food or anything else.  All she needed was her parents.
 
    Spinderella remembered the medicine man, Dr. Feel Good.  She took the gold and silver and went to find Dr. Feel Good.  At last she found him.  She gave him all the gold and silver and bought all of the magic powder he had and she got spun out and lost in her own little world.
 
    She had to lose everything she ever had before she could finally find her way back from her own little world she had gotten lost in.  After she had nothing left to get the magic powder with and was so lost, she began to cry because she was so far from home and she didn't know her way back.  The king and queen sent the guards out to find her and they found her in a dark, cold cave nearly dead.  They brought her home and she was so thankful she had been rescued and wanted to stay in the palace forever and become the queen one day.  She promised to never leave the kingdom again.
 
Part 2
 
    Years and years later, Spinderella went back out, in search of more magical powder, but this time was way worse than the first.  This time she married Dr. Feel Good just so she could have all the magic powder her little heart desired and then some, but poor Spinderella just never could get enough to make her happy.  Instead, she became very sad and afraid and alone.
 
    After awhile, all she lived for was that awful magic powder she thought was the best thing on earth.  That became her one true love, her obsession; for it had begun to control her and soon owned her.  She no longer had any control over it and it controlled her, took away everything she had; all of her friends and family and it even took away her two children whom she dearly loved, more than words could ever say.
 
    Then she really had a worse problem; she had a nervous breakdown, became half crazy and mentally ill for quite some time, even years.  She wanted to just lay down and die.  She couldn't stand it anymore; she wasn't herself.  She had become like Satan himself.  Even though all she wanted, the most more than the dope itself, was to get her children back and spend the rest of her days here on earth making up to them what she had taken away, all those worthless, miserable days and years.
 
    But you see, something stood in her way and made it seem all so impossible and convinced her that she was so messed up.  She may as well just do enough of it and just maybe, just maybe, it would be her last, worthless breath and she wouldn't have to be here anymore.  I guess she couldn't take it anymore; she was nothing but lost, beaten, hopeless and full of despair.  She just couldn't fight back anymore, prayed to God, but He wouldn't even take all her pain and misery away when she begged and begged and pleaded, but just wasn't spared.
 
    That's what she gets for messing with that awful poison that she thought she loved and had to have that tricked her into thinking that's all she ever deserved.  It stole her life away and she didn't even know it.  She was so numb; she couldn't even feel death on its way.  Slowly and then all of the sudden, there was nothing left to stop it.  For all that poison in her veins had rotted her insides and what was left of her, all away.  Everyone turned their heads in disgust when they looked her way.
 
    Her own family decided to disown her one day, for they couldn't stand to see her that way.  So, they gave up on her and then for sure she had no hope left.  She was all alone, left to the pack of wolves who couldn't wait to devour all of her, piece by piece, shred be painful, agonizing, dreadful shred until at last there wasn't one bit left, not even for the vultures.
 


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